Following a successful running year in 2014 including a West
Highland Way Race finish, the next 2 and a half years would prove to be less so
due to continual chest and breathing issues resulting in me unable to get any
sort of structured, consistent training done.
This hit an all time low with my first ultra DNF in the 2015
WHW Race, pulling out at Rowardennan. Suddenly all the praise from friends,
family, workmates etc about being able
to “run 100 miles” felt hollow and un-deserved.
Following a recommendation from Ruth Howie during the WHW
race in 2016 (as part of the support team for my friend Yi Yang), I started
using a blue inhaler which seemed to help and resulted in me managing to grind
out a finish at the GO33 last year. This gave me a renewed optimism and felt I
was maybe starting to turn the corner and re-gain some form. As November
approached I decided to throw my name in for the 4th time into the
2017 WHW Race ballot and was delighted to discover I had a place. I had 6 months to get myself in shape.
A few days after Xmas I was hit with the worse cold I’d had
for many years which lingered on to the end of Jan, not a good start. The weeks
that followed I was once again beset with various breathing issues and was
starting to accept my running days might well be behind me. In March, myself,
Tommy and Ian headed to Arran with the
aim to run round the island (55 miles) as we had done in 2014. Unfortunately I
managed 10 miles before having to walk eventually giving up 20 miles in, not
great preparation for the Highland Fling only 4 weeks away. Shortly after
returning from Arran I was recommended by a few friends to go back to the
doctor and see about getting a different inhaler.
Immediately I felt there was an improvement and I decided to give the Fling a
crack and try and finish. I knew if I was unable to complete the Fling I could
forget the WHW Race 2 months away.
The Highland Way Fling day arrived and I ran it with my mate
Pete eventually finishing in just under 15 hours, some 2 and a half hours
slower than my best one in 2014. The thing is though, I’d done it. Just a few
weeks earlier I’d struggled to run 10 and I’d just managed 53 miles so the WHW
was definitely on.
The remaining 8 weeks soon flew by and WHW Race 2017 was
upon me.
I’d taken the Fri off and spent the day finalising my kit
and trying to stay off my feet as much as possible and even managed a couple of
hours sleep.
At 9.30pm I left to pick up my mate Ian then up to West Calder
to collect my sister Pam and brother in law Tommy (referred to as Tommy S).
Following a pitstop in High Bonnybridge to collect Steve my support runner we
arrived in Milngavie about 11.40pm and after several loops of the car park
found an empty space directly opposite the registration building.
We met up with Tommy and Roy for a few minutes before going
up to registration. The room was buzzing
with runners, supporters, marshalls etc many of whom I know. After picking up
my number and car park pass I was told to go over and collect my wrist band bar
code thing which was put on by Debbie Consani. We said hello and she asked how
my training had gone. I told her not as well as I’d hoped but planned to give
it my best. She wished me luck and I moved on to get weighed. For the record,
what other sport can you participate in where your average runner gets his
wrist band put on by a Great British athlete who just also happens to be a
lovely down to earth person like Debbie. It’s stuff like this that really make
ultra running so special.
Just before the medical talk Tommy’s Dad, his sister Audrey and
Yi (Tommy’s support runner) arrived. We had supported Yi last year in his first
WHW after he posted for help and this year he was returning the favour.Medical talk and photos out of the way we said our goodbyes
and Tommy and I made our way to the start.
And we were off. As I climbed the stairs to the rapturous
cheers and noise I fought to extinguish any negative thoughts which always seem
to hit me right at the very start of an ultra.As we ran along the main street lined with people we saw our
guys on the right and smiled across. Within minutes we were into Mugdock Park
away from the bright lights and noise. Weather wise it was coolish but dry,
pretty perfect actually. I’d chosen to carry just a single water bottle in my hand
and pick up the pack later. Tommy and I had already decided we would run
together and just see how it panned out. Taking turns to lead it wasn’t long
before we crossed the road through the gate to climb the grassy hill towards
the cross over at Drymen. A point to note was about 2miles in this running blur
shot passed us. That blur turned out to be eventual race winner and course
record holder Rob Sinclair who had taken a wrong turn earlier. As we got to the
top of the hill we stopped briefly to talk to Pam, Tommy S and Ian and have our
bottles refilled. Soon we were on the long road to Conic. Even after just 10
miles the race had spread out with not too many in view either in front or
behind. The sun was beginning to rise and I took off my headtorch.
The miles to Conic passed without incident with Tommy and I both feeling good.
Crossing the little bridge we arrived at the foot of Conic and started the slow
ascent. About half way up I noticed Tommy was lagging behind slightly. When you’ve
trained together with someone as long as Tommy and I have trained you instantly
sense when something isn’t quite right. I shouted back asking if he was ok. He
told me his hip was quite painful but said he hoped it would pass as he’d taken
a couple of paracetamol tablets. As I continued the climb I kept glancing
behind me and noticed the gap was getting longer. I shouted back and Tommy said
it was getting worse and he was feeling quite sickly and told me he was
starting to worry whether he could continue but told me to press on ahead.
At that point I realise I had to face the high chance Tommy
may not be continuing and I needed to accept that and forge my own race plan. I
kept pushing on up the hill, soon reaching the top before making my way down as quickly as possible into the
forest before arriving in Balmaha. As I ran into the checkpoint Tommy S was there who directed me to the
others. I sat down and wolfed down my beans and sausages and put on my backpack
complete with 2 bottles, one water and one electrolyte drink. I told them Tommy
was struggling but said I’d hang about and wait to see how he was. The others
told me I should just go. At that point Tommy arrived and said he was going to
press on but told me to get going. Taking the advice I pushed on as I made my
way up the horrible steep incline from the road I kept trying to phone Tommy to
see how he was but was getting no answer. Soon enough I was onto the trail and on my way to
Rowardennan. For some odd reason I never enjoy this section despite it being a very
runnable and scenic stage though this time I actually quite enjoyed it. After
several more attempts to phone Tommy I accepted then that I was on my own and
had to crack on.
As I ran into Rowardennan expecting to just have my drop bag
for company I was pleasantly surprised to see Ian and Steven taking pictures as
I neared the checkpoint. I sat down briefly and ate a yogurt, pork pie washed
down with a few gulps of Coca Cola. They told me Tommy had apparently perked up
which was great news but I knew I had to keep pushing on myself regardless. The
next section to Inversnaid passed fairly well without any issues although I was
making a conscious decision to keep eating and drinking. The wind at this point
had started to pick up and it was getting a bit colder. Just before reaching the
checkpoint I received a call from Roy telling me Tommy had retired due to his hip
(which he later discovered after the race is an impending hernia). That was it,
I had to do this for not just me but Tommy and the whole team. Soon enough I
reached the checkpoint and received a welcome hug from Ruth Howie. I sat on the
fence for a few minutes chatting to her, taking on food while she kindly filled
my bottles for me. I deliberately made my stay short and took off towards
Beinglas. This section is the most technical and dangerous by far and not a
favourite of mines.
Despite not being a favourite section of mine I noticed at the Fling it hadn’t
felt as bad and this time was no exception. You just have to accept running is
virtually non existent and tramp on as best as possible. After climbing the
hill I said hello to Dario and ran the final few miles into the checkpoint. As
I ran in I was greeted with cheers and lovely applause by onlookers which never
fails to raise the spirits. As I ran through the checkpoint there was no sign
of the support team. I stood about for a few minutes before heading back up to eventually
see them. Apparently despite me phoning I’d arrived slightly earlier than
expected.
After the usual refuelling of bottles and food taken onboard
I headed out and started the long climb. At this point I tied up with a guy
called Ally and enjoyed a bit of a chinwag which was welcome. Running these
things usually with Tommy meant we had permanent company but this time round I
was on my own for most of the time so it was nice to have a natter and take
your mind off what lay ahead. Adopting a policy by this time of walking and
running I made good ground and just before the gate which turns up into Ewich I
saw a large crate with a box marked “Honestly Box”. I opened the box and was
astonished to find a massive array of various tinned juice and chocolate. I
picked up a Marsbar but then realising I had no money on me I reluctantly put
it back, there was simply no way I could take advantage of such an awesome
gesture. Before long I was into Ewich and started the long up and downs. Having
done this in Nov as part of the Fling training weekend and again in the Fling
itself it never seemed as long as it once did.
Eventually I reached the steps down to the bridge which leads
down to the road crossing which leads into Auchtertyre Farm. Sticking to my
walk and run strategy I reached the checkpoint and was weighed before having
some food. Although you’re only in a checkpoint for 5 – 10 mins it can’t be
overstated how welcoming it is to see your crew. With Tommy having retired it
meant my crew had become 7 so it was all hands on deck. It was at this point
that Yi had said he would like to join me which was fantastic. Although you
still have to cover the same ground with or without a support runner, just
having him there gives you a huge boost. Leaving the checkpoint we ran most of
the downhill section and continued with the walk run tactics until we hit
Tydrum and picked up our pre-ordered ice lolly from Brodies before the long
climb. Sadly Irn Bru was out of stock which teaches me to not run as slow next
time but a lemonade flavoured one was just as nice.
As we reached the top of the long hill out of Tydrum we were
met with a really strong headwind and shortly after, heavy rain all of which
was expected. This section is usually quite a “fast” and very runnable section
but in these conditions running was very difficult. Mid way I had to stop for a
no 2 and promptly moved behind a bush and did the business. As I did other
runners passed and never batted an eyelid, that’s ultra running for you. I had
already planned to meet the crew over the hill at Inverarnan as parking is
tight at Bridge of Orchy. However as we neared BOC Yi suggested we ask the guys
to meet us at BOC since our food rations were getting low and I in particular was
starting to feel the cold. This was the first time I felt my feet were starting
to get a tad painful so figured a shoe change at BOC was the right thing to do.
As we ran down the hill from the station past the BOC hotel into the checkpoint
I clocked in and was again given a very welcome, warm hug from Ruth.
As I approached the crew, Tommy told me we had lost
considerable time in that section and may struggle to get to Glencoe in time. I
told him if I was timed out I’d be disappointed but not too much as I’d given
my all at this point. He replied there was no f****g way he was going to let
that happen. I climbed into the back of the car for a brief respite from the
harsh weather and was handed some warm soup which I enjoyed while Tommy changed
my shoes, socks and applied running tights. Once done I was hurried out and
told I needed to get to Glencoe no later than 11pm if I stood any chance of making
the cutoff at Kinlochleven. As Yi and I ran up towards the hill we heard
yelling but not paying any attention we carried on but noticed the noise
getting louder. I stopped and turned round and was told we were going the way! Oddly
it had crossed my mind that it didn’t look familiar but I hadn’t thought any
more of it! We quickly turned around and were soon climbing towards Jelly Baby
Hill. We got up and over the hill fairly quickly and were soon on our way down
towards Inverarnan to once again meets the guys to grab a hot cup of tea to
take with us. Having changed shoes at BOC from road to Hoka the difference was
great. No longer were my feet burning which made running far more tolerable. As
we ran towards the gate leading onto the old Drovers Road we started chatting
to a couple of guys, Andy and his support runner Mike. We were to keeping
passing one another over the next 30 miles!
Once up onto Rannoch Moor we stuck to the run and walk strategy, essentially
running all down hills and most flats while walking the ascent. At this point I
kept asking anyone nearby if they thought we would make the cut off and every
time I was re-assured we would. Fortunately the gale force wind was on our back
for much of this which made a huge difference and made for a fairly pain free
section. As we spotted the flags to the ski centre down to the right we knew
the checkpoint wasn’t far off. Before long we had arrived and we jogged up the
hill to clock in and meet the crew.
The guys had tried to buy soup for me from the cafe but it
had sold out, again my own fault for taking so long. Luckily Tommy generously
gave me his macaroni which I have to say was delicious providing much needed nourishment
and heat. At this point Yi was going to hand over running duties to my long
time mate Steve. As I turned to run out of the checkpoint I saw Lorna McMillan
who asked if I had any waterproof trousers and if so suggested I put them on
which I did. That advice was later to prove very important in the last section.
Trousers on Steve and I bid our fairwells and ran off down the road into the
darkness and sprawling hills that lay ahead.
By this time the weather had really turned nasty, biting,
gale force wind with driving rain. We did the best to keep spirits high
cracking jokes and regailing the last time we were at this point and saw the
Grim Reaper at the gate appropriately enough to the Devil’s Staircase. As we reached Kingshouse hotel we saw a deer
standing literally 2 feet from the road. As we approached we were both
convinced it wasn’t real. As we got closer it turned it’s head to follow us so
we stopped briefly while Steve took a photo. It took what felt like a while to
reach the gate to the Staricase. Steve reminded me to just take it nice and
easy and we would soon reach the top. I’ve never found this section as
difficult as some make out but on this occasion I had to pause briefly several times
to let the lactic acid subside from the leg muscles. As we neared the top we
saw a sign “Shop 500m”. Steve commented on what a sick sense of humour someone
has. Several minutes later we reached another this time telling us we only had
100m to the shop, then 50 then as he hit the top there from the darkness appeared
a couple of open tents filled with juice and various snacks with an honestly
box to the side. Thanks to whoever came up with this idea, it’s a welcome and indeed
great idea especially if rations are low.
Pausing briefly to take a photo we carried on to what I always
think is the toughest section of the entire route. The fact that it is so
uneven, bumpy and unrunnable is made ten times worse in the pitch dark. We kept
moving forward as best we could and broke into a chorus of Beach Boys songs and
some Ocean Colour Scene. At this point midway down we were caught and overtaken
by Andy and Mike whom we had met up earlier on the approach to Rannoch Moor.
Once they past us we stayed on their tail and eventually overtook them as we
headed down towards Kinlochleven. As we made our way
down the switchbacks we spotted a head torch going the wrong way. As he approached
us he asked if we could tell him what way to go. We told him to just stick with
us. Making good progress along what seemed to drag on and on the runner behind
us caught us up and handed his phone to Steve telling him someone wanted to
speak to him. The person on the phone who we later found out was Dod Reid asked
Steven if we would ensure the runner got to the checkpoint safely. Before long
we arrived in Kinlochleven.
After getting weighed
by Karen Donahue we had a sandwich, cup
of tea and a few other things while Pam changed my socks for me. Taking off wet
socks and putting on dry ones into soaking wet shoes doesn’t make much sense
but it does when you’ve been running for a day and a half.
Not wanting to hang about any longer than we had to we bid our final farewell
and headed once again back out into the cold night. Mentally I always get a
huge boost because I know the next checkpoint is the end and it’s effectively
impossible to give up now because of that.
After what seemed like a far longer climb than I’d previously remembered we
were up on to the Lairig Mor and at last heading to Fort William. By this point
the sun was beginning to rise which always helps lift spirits. At this point I
was getting quite concerned about how cold I was. Steve told me it wasn’t actually
that cold and it was probably more down to my body shutting down due to having
spent the last 30+ hours running. I knew the best way to get a heat was to run
faster and get to the leisure centre. After reaching Jeff and his team for a
welcome drink of Irn Bru we continued on running where possible. By this point
we both realised it was easier to simply run through the streams and rivers
than trying to avoid them. If I’m honest the cool water was quite comforting on
the hot feet. Again after what felt like an age we eventually hit Lundavra and were
greeted by a number of welcome marshalls. As we veered right up the hill I
asked how far and was told 6 miles to go. This last section has completely
changed due to some serious tree felling and many of the markers I remember have
vanished. At this point we were both starting to get a bit of a lift as we knew
the running was soon to be over. I muttered to Steve that in some ways I wished
I was going to finish last so I had the honour of being given my goblet by the
winner. I then said I could imagine the winner leaving over and whispering into
my ear asking “Had I actually made any effort given how woeful my time was!”.
This reduced us both to stitches of laughter which helped numb the considerable
pain my feet were in.
I remember from 2014 climbing the final hill leading to the fire road and
sitting on a pile of logs waiting for the others to catch up. I said to Steve I
wondered if they would still be there. Steve said given they had effectively
cleared tens of square acres of forestry it was highly unlikely a small pile of
logs would remain 3 years on once again reducing us into fits of laughter. As
we hit the hill we quickly climbed it and as we spotted the fire road we saw
the aforementioned pile of logs from 3 year previously. “In your face Steve!!”
I shouted.
Finally onto the fire road we knew we had just 3-4 miles left and did the run /
walk thing as best we could. Nearing Braveheart carpark we spotted a couple of
runners and I told Steve I wanted to try and run them down. As we neared I
realised it was once again Andy and Mike and another support runner. We stopped
and chatted and congratulated one another of what we were minutes from
achieving. We bid our farewells and pushed on passing Tommy and Roy who had
parked up in the car park. Reaching the bottom we turned to run the final mile
and a half to the end. As we neared Fort Willliam a young girl runner shouted
well done and said she was looking forward to seeing me collect my goblet. With
50 yards left I picked up my feet and made my best sprint to the end. I as crossed
the line I was embraced by all the guys. I’d done it. Determined to not cry like a girl this time
as Tommy gave me a hug he whispered he was so proud of what I’d done. Time wise
it was about 5 mins slower than my first one and 2 and a half hours slower than
my PB in 2014 but considering what was acknowledged at the prize giving as
being probably the worse ever weather in the event’s history the time wasn’t
too shabby. The fact 50 of the 210 starters had to retire tells it’s own story.
I’ll be back for another crack, not next year, maybe not evern the year after
that but when the WHW race gets under your skin, it’s there for life.
Thanks to my awesome team, I simply couldn’t have managed it without all your
love and support. Thanks also to Iain Beattie and the whole WHW race team, you
really do put on quite an event.